1ELIZABETH had the satisfaction of receiving an answer to her letter as
soon as she possibly could. 2She was no sooner in possession of it, than
hurrying into the little copse, where she was least likely to be
interrupted, she sat down on one of the benches, and prepared to be
happy; for the length of the letter convinced her that it did not
contain a denial.
3“Gracechurch Street, Sept. 6.
4“My dear Niece,
5“I have just received your letter, and shall devote this whole morning to answering it, as I foresee that a little writing will not comprise what I have to tell you.6I must confess myself surprised by your application; I did not expect it from you.7Don’t think me angry, however, for I only mean to let you know, that I had not imagined such inquiries to be necessary on your side.8If you do not choose to understand me, forgive my impertinence.9Your uncle is as much surprised as I am; and nothing but the belief of your being a party concerned would have allowed him to act as he has done.10But if you are really innocent and ignorant, I must be more explicit.11On the very day of my coming home from Longbourn, your uncle had a most unexpected visitor.12Mr. Darcy called, and was shut up with him several hours.13It was all over before I arrived; so my curiosity was not so dreadfully racked as yours seems to have been.14He came to tell Mr. Gardiner that he had found out where your sister and Mr. Wickham were, and that he had seen and talked with them both—Wickham repeatedly, Lydia once.15From what I can collect, he left Derbyshire only one day after ourselves, and came to town with the resolution of hunting for them.16The motive professed was his conviction of its being owing to himself that Wickham’s worthlessness had not been so well known as to make it impossible for any young woman of character to love or confide in him.17He generously imputed the whole to his mistaken pride, and confessed that he had before thought it beneath him to lay his private actions open to the world.18His character was to speak for itself.19He called it, therefore, his duty to step forward, and endeavour to remedy an evil which had been brought on by himself.20If he had another motive, I am sure it would never disgrace him.21He had been some days in town before he was able to discover them; but he had something to direct his search, which was more than we had; and the consciousness of this was another reason for his resolving to follow us.22There is a lady, it seems, a Mrs. Younge, who was some time ago governess to Miss Darcy, and was dismissed from her charge on some cause of disapprobation, though he did not say what.23She then took a large house in Edward Street, and has since maintained herself by letting lodgings.24This Mrs. Younge was, he knew, intimately acquainted with Wickham; and he went to her for intelligence of him, as soon as he got to town.25But it was two or three days before he could get from her what he wanted.26She would not betray her trust, I suppose, without bribery and corruption, for she really did know where her friend was to be found.27Wickham, indeed, had gone to her on their first arrival in London; and had she been able to receive them into her house, they would have taken up their abode with her.28At length, however, our kind friend procured the wished-for direction.29They were in —— Street.30He saw Wickham, and afterwards insisted on seeing Lydia.31His first object with her, he acknowledged, had been to persuade her to quit her present disgraceful situation, and return to her friends as soon as they could be prevailed on to receive her, offering his assistance as far as it would go.32But he found Lydia absolutely resolved on remaining where she was.33She cared for none of her friends; she wanted no help of his; she would not hear of leaving Wickham.34She was sure they should be married some time or other, and it did not much signify when.35Since such were her feelings, it only remained, he thought, to secure and expedite a marriage, which, in his very first conversation with Wickham, he easily learnt had never been his design.36He confessed himself obliged to leave the regiment on account of some debts of honour which were very pressing; and scrupled not to lay all the ill consequences of Lydia’s flight on her own folly alone.37He meant to resign his commission immediately; and as to his future situation, he could conjecture very little about it.38He must go somewhere, but he did not know where, and he knew he should have nothing to live on.39Mr. Darcy asked why he did not marry your sister at once.40Though Mr. Bennet was not imagined to be very rich, he would have been able to do something for him, and his situation must have been benefited by marriage.41But he found, in reply to this question, that Wickham still cherished the hope of more effectually making his fortune by marriage, in some other country.42Under such circumstances, however, he was not likely to be proof against the temptation of immediate relief.43They met several times, for there was much to be discussed.44Wickham, of course, wanted more than he could get; but at length was reduced to be reasonable.45Everything being settled between them, Mr. Darcy’s next step was to make your uncle acquainted with it, and he first called in Gracechurch Street the evening before I came home.46But Mr. Gardiner could not be seen; and Mr. Darcy found, on further inquiry, that your father was still with him, but would quit town the next morning.47He did not judge your father to be a person whom he could so properly consult as your uncle, and therefore readily postponed seeing him till after the departure of the former.48He did not leave his name, and till the next day it was only known that a gentleman had called on business.49On Saturday he came again.50Your father was gone, your uncle at home, and, as I said before, they had a great deal of talk together.51They met again on Sunday, and then I saw him too.52It was not all settled before Monday: as soon as it was, the express was sent off to Longbourn.53But our visitor was very obstinate.54I fancy, Lizzy, that obstinacy is the real defect of his character, after all.55He has been accused of many faults at different times; but this is the true one.56Nothing was to be done that he did not do himself; though I am sure (and I do not speak it to be thanked, therefore say nothing about it) your uncle would most readily have settled the whole.57They battled it together for a long time, which was more than either the gentleman or lady concerned in it deserved.58But at last your uncle was forced to yield, and instead of being allowed to be of use to his niece, was forced to put up with only having the probable credit of it, which went sorely against the grain; and I really believe your letter this morning gave him great pleasure, because it required an explanation that would rob him of his borrowed feathers, and give the praise where it was due.59But, Lizzy, this must go no further than yourself, or Jane at most.60You know pretty well, I suppose, what has been done for the young people.61His debts are to be paid, amounting, I believe, to considerably more than a thousand pounds, another thousand in addition to her own settled upon her, and his commission purchased.62The reason why all this was to be done by him alone, was such as I have given above.63It was owing to him, to his reserve and want of proper consideration, that Wickham’s character had been so misunderstood, and consequently that he had been received and noticed as he was.64Perhaps there was some truth in this; though I doubt whether his reserve, or anybody’s reserve can be answerable for the event.65But in spite of all this fine talking, my dear Lizzy, you may rest perfectly assured that your uncle would never have yielded, if we had not given him credit for another interest in the affair.66When all this was resolved on, he returned again to his friends, who were still staying at Pemberley; but it was agreed that he should be in London once more when the wedding took place, and all money matters were then to receive the last finish.67I believe I have now told you everything.68It is a relation which you tell me is to give you great surprise; I hope at least it will not afford you any displeasure.69Lydia came to us, and Wickham had constant admission to the house.70He was exactly what he had been when I knew him in Hertfordshire; but I would not tell you how little I was satisfied with her behaviour while she stayed with us, if I had not perceived, by Jane’s letter last Wednesday, that her conduct on coming home was exactly of a piece with it, and therefore what I now tell you can give you no fresh pain.71I talked to her repeatedly in the most serious manner, representing to her the wickedness of what she had done, and all the unhappiness she had brought on her family.72If she heard me, it was by good luck, for I am sure she did not listen.73I was sometimes quite provoked; but then I recollected my dear Elizabeth and Jane, and for their sakes had patience with her.74Mr. Darcy was punctual in his return, and, as Lydia informed you, attended the wedding.75He dined with us the next day, and was to leave town again on Wednesday or Thursday.76Will you be very angry with me, my dear Lizzy, if I take this opportunity of saying (what I was never bold enough to say before) how much I like him?77His behaviour to us has, in every respect, been as pleasing as when we were in Derbyshire.78His understanding and opinions all please me; he wants nothing but a little more liveliness, and that, if he marry prudently, his wife may teach him.79I thought him very sly; he hardly ever mentioned your name.80But slyness seems the fashion.81Pray forgive me, if I have been very presuming, or at least do not punish me so far as to exclude me from P.82I shall never be quite happy till I have been all round the park.83A low phaeton with a nice little pair of ponies would be the very thing.84But I must write no more.85The children have been wanting me this half hour.
86“Yours, very sincerely, “M. Gardiner.”
88The contents of this letter threw Elizabeth into a flutter of spirits,
in which it was difficult to determine whether pleasure or pain bore the
greatest share. 89The vague and unsettled suspicions which uncertainty had
produced, of what Mr. Darcy might have been doing to forward her
sister’s match—which she had feared to encourage, as an exertion of
goodness too great to be probable, and at the same time dreaded to be
just, from the pain of obligation—were proved beyond their greatest
extent to be true! 90He had followed them purposely to town, he had taken
on himself all the trouble and mortification attendant on such a
research; in which supplication had been necessary to a woman whom he
must abominate and despise, and where he was reduced to meet, frequently
meet, reason with, persuade, and finally bribe the man whom he always
most wished to avoid, and whose very name it was punishment to him to
pronounce. 91He had done all this for a girl whom he could neither regard
nor esteem. 92Her heart did whisper that he had done it for her. 93But it
was a hope shortly checked by other considerations; and she soon felt
that even her vanity was insufficient, when required to depend on his
affection for her, for a woman who had already refused him, as able to
overcome a sentiment so natural as abhorrence against relationship with
Wickham. 94Brother-in-law of Wickham! 95Every kind of pride must revolt from
the connection. 96He had, to be sure, done much. 97She was ashamed to think
how much. 98But he had given a reason for his interference, which asked no
extraordinary stretch of belief. 99It was reasonable that he should feel
he had been wrong; he had liberality, and he had the means of exercising
it; and though she would not place herself as his principal inducement,
she could perhaps believe, that remaining partiality for her might
assist his endeavours in a cause where her peace of mind must be
materially concerned. 100It was painful, exceedingly painful, to know that
they were under obligations to a person who could never receive a
return. 101They owed the restoration of Lydia, her character, everything to
him. 102Oh, how heartily did she grieve over every ungracious sensation she
had ever encouraged, every saucy speech she had ever directed towards
him! 103For herself she was humbled; but she was proud of him,—proud that
in a cause of compassion and honour he had been able to get the better
of himself. 104She read over her aunt’s commendation of him again and
again. 105It was hardly enough; but it pleased her. 106She was even sensible
of some pleasure, though mixed with regret, on finding how steadfastly
both she and her uncle had been persuaded that affection and confidence
subsisted between Mr. Darcy and herself.
107She was roused from her seat and her reflections, by someone’s approach;
and, before she could strike into another path, she was overtaken by
Wickham.
108“I am afraid I interrupt your solitary ramble, my dear sister?” said he,
as he joined her.
109“You certainly do,” she replied with a smile; “but it does not follow
that the interruption must be unwelcome.”
110“I should be sorry, indeed, if it were. 111We were always good friends,
and now we are better.”
112“True. 113Are the others coming out?”
114“I do not know. 115Mrs. Bennet and Lydia are going in the carriage to
Meryton. 116And so, my dear sister, I find, from our uncle and aunt, that
you have actually seen Pemberley.”
117She replied in the affirmative.
118“I almost envy you the pleasure, and yet I believe it would be too much
for me, or else I could take it in my way to Newcastle. 119And you saw the
old housekeeper, I suppose? 120Poor Reynolds, she was always very fond of
me. 121But of course she did not mention my name to you.”
122“Yes, she did.”
123“And what did she say?”
124“That you were gone into the army, and she was afraid had—not turned
out well. 125At such a distance as that, you know, things are strangely
misrepresented.”
126“Certainly,” he replied, biting his lips. 127Elizabeth hoped she had
silenced him; but he soon afterwards said,—
128“I was surprised to see Darcy in town last month. 129We passed each other
several times. 130I wonder what he can be doing there.”
131“Perhaps preparing for his marriage with Miss de Bourgh,” said
Elizabeth. 132“It must be something particular to take him there at this
time of year.”
133“Undoubtedly. 134Did you see him while you were at Lambton? 135I thought I
understood from the Gardiners that you had.”
136“Yes; he introduced us to his sister.”
137“And do you like her?”
138“Very much.”
139“I have heard, indeed, that she is uncommonly improved within this year
or two. 140When I last saw her, she was not very promising. 141I am very glad
you liked her. 142I hope she will turn out well.”
143“I dare say she will; she has got over the most trying age.”
144“Did you go by the village of Kympton?”
145“I do not recollect that we did.”
146“I mention it because it is the living which I ought to have had. 147A most
delightful place! 148Excellent parsonage-house! 149It would have suited me in
every respect.”
150“How should you have liked making sermons?”
151“Exceedingly well. 152I should have considered it as part of my duty, and
the exertion would soon have been nothing. 153One ought not to repine; but,
to be sure, it would have been such a thing for me! 154The quiet, the
retirement of such a life, would have answered all my ideas of
happiness! 155But it was not to be. 156Did you ever hear Darcy mention the
circumstance when you were in Kent?”
157“I have heard from authority, which I thought as good, that it was
left you conditionally only, and at the will of the present patron.”
158“You have! 159Yes, there was something in that; I told you so from the
first, you may remember.”
160“I did hear, too, that there was a time when sermon-making was not so
palatable to you as it seems to be at present; that you actually
declared your resolution of never taking orders, and that the business
had been compromised accordingly.”
161“You did! 162and it was not wholly without foundation. 163You may remember
what I told you on that point, when first we talked of it.”
164They were now almost at the door of the house, for she had walked fast
to get rid of him; and unwilling, for her sister’s sake, to provoke him,
she only said in reply, with a good-humoured smile,—
165“Come, Mr. Wickham, we are brother and sister, you know. 166Do not let us
quarrel about the past. 167In future, I hope we shall be always of one
mind.”
168She held out her hand: he kissed it with affectionate gallantry, though
he hardly knew how to look, and they entered the house.